Keep me in your prayers

I am having my yearly checkup with my kidney cancer on Tuesday. I am going to be going to the hospital to get my CAT scan, and Im a bit scared. I always get scared, because I always think of the "what-if's". I always think of the worse and that Im going to die young. I dont want that. I tell the Lord all the time, that I want babies and I want to watch them grow and I want to be here with my husband and my grandpa. Latley, I have been stressing myself sick, and I hate it. I hate the fact that its Tuesday, and I wont find out the result proabably till Wednesday or Thursday. I dont know what Im going to be doing in the mean time.
Please, Please, Please, say a pray for me each night or during the day. If you seem to think of me during the day, please say a pray for God to take my stress away and to ease my worry. I know we shouldnt worry and turn it all up to God and I do....but then the human part, it comes back, and im all over it all over again. Theres nothing I can do in the meantime, and I should let God take care of this. Please pray for me with that...that I can not think about it.
I probably sound like a baby, but this is scary. I know I was so blessed for the first time, for me not to take chemo or anything, and it changed my life. From that point on, I told God to lead me in the direction he wants me to go, and I will follow. I know everything happens for a reason, and Im sure I shouldnt be worrying, but please again.....just say some prayers for me.