Happy New Year my friends....

Wow....2009....Does anyone remember celebrating 2000, into the millennium? Does that seem so long ago? Its 9 years later, almost a decade ago. Now I have to admit....I am not to keen on New Years...a year defines alot to me. When you look back in the years, you pick out the good and the bad based on the year (or at least I do). Now when you think of 2001, what do you think about? What pops in my head is my mom dieing and 9-11. I have to think real hard about what the good was.....I did go on my first cruise with my mom. 2003....that was the year I graduated and started college (which by the way, I did finish with perfect attendance at ACC and got a certificate in Computerized Accounting Specialist). But that was a good year....now in 2005, I found out I had kidney cancer....Not the best year for me, though I was glad that year was over. As horrible as this sounds, and its one thing I don't like about myself, that I try daily to overcome, is that I'm a pessimist. I have always looked at the bad before the good. Then if something does go bad, I was ready for it...and if something goes good, then yea for me, lol. 2008 was bittersweet for me....I had an amazing 1st anniversary. I went to San Antonio and we went to a Spurs Basketball game (which by the way, I LOVE, lol) and then my husband took me to the top of the tower in San Antonio and had a nice romantic dinner. Also this year, I went to multiple Christian concerts and got to see lots of groups. Also, I got pregnant with twins. At that time, I was the happiest in my life, that I can ever remember being....but the bitter was, I did miscarry both my twins. Now my husband and I are trying and I'm hoping by the end of this year, I will have a baby in my arms. But that is what this life is about....the good and the bad. When something bad happens, don't blame God.... You wouldn't know about the good, if nothing bad happened right? I never blamed God for my 2 miscarriages.....I wonder sometime with the reason is....I may never know....That was 2 babies he let me have, that I now have in Heaven and will see one day. My two baby boys were a blessing from God. To think they never had to deal with sin....and being hurt....but now get to sit in the lap of Jesus!!!

I hope no one is getting depressed reading this for the New Year.....

Okay people.....2009 is going to ROCK!!!!! Make it the best you can and remember no matter what good or bad happens, God is always there by your side, holding your hand.

I'm going to put some pics up from our anniversary....

Out to dinner with hubby

Hubby waiting on the elevator

The restaurant was at the top

Look at the coyote (mascot) flying in the air to make the basket

Yea....I'm the number one fan!!!